TRAUMA

Shit just keep hitting me I do not feel at peace Sometimes I just need to breathe But I feel like everyone might leave I'm traumatized I cannot think One parent left, they die in a blink I lost my pop and my soul left my body I disassociate a lot and I'm sorry Ohh oh oh Ohhh oh oh Feeling in a different space and time And I can't get you off my mind Feeling the past continue to rewind Feeling like I was left behind Oh oh Ohh I feel like death has been calling me Or maybe it's just tryna' talk to me Maybe it's pops or my auntie Or maybe it's my brother in a light dream I always see your face through that white beam I went through real struggle you're not like me I'm traumatized I got PTSD And I don't know what you see in me I don't know what you see in me I feel my angels talk to me Through my dreams Every night when I go to sleep I ran from the past but I don't feel free I feel them holding onto me And I can't breathe And I can't see And I can't sleep No I can't breathe I feel my angels talk to me They talk to me Through my dreams Through my dreams Through my dreams Mmm Uhhh uh Uhhh uh Mmm oh oh Mmmm Mmmmm Mmm uh uh Feeling in a different space and time And I can't get you off my mind Feeling the past continue to rewind Feeling like I was left behind Oh oh ohh Can you see me? Or do you see me for my traits? Do you feel me for my weight? Do you feel me; it's okay But it's too late And I'm not okay Seeing your face I can't decide your fate Don't wait But please don't hate Appreciate Cause it's too late Appreciate that you had my embrace Appreciate that you had my face You was my escape Now I need to escape From your embrace No way Need to escape From yo embrace And from yo hate And from yo face