I'm Hurt

Yo! You the reason why I don't love niggas ! You the reason I wake up And I say f*ck these niggas! {F*ck Um} You ain't Neva love me; STOP IT! You was frontin ya move When I was pregnant wit ya baby I was getting abused Then you wanna play the victim Like u ain't in the wrong And when ya homies come around I see you like to perform {clown} I don't wanna be into it Shit thats not what I'm on But when my back is turned You textn hoes at one in the mornin DAMN! That's when I got a side nigga Chocolate lil fly nigga But he was on some wild shit too Wasn't no different from you I made it work Cuz I was too afraid to leave And I couldn't lock you out the crib You always took my keys Outta all these dirty bitches Why u do that shit to me? Why u lock me in that closet? Why ya gun was in my weave? I coulda called my father But our son would be fatherless And If call my brother He gun fill u wit hollow tips I felt so much pain I O'Deed off the pills And I knew that it was wrong But I didnt wanna feel I'm only venting bout it Cuz I really wanna heal And when I went to therapy They tried to offer me some pills {Damn} You the father of my son So I would Neva embarrass u (nah) But the Otha shit I ain't say Cuz my son would be mad at you {Fa life} I don't regret my child I only regret you Then you wonder why I don't Respect you…? I ain't bitter I'm hurt I really tried to make that work But you treated me like I was the worst I ain't bitter; I'm hurt You really left my heart in the dirt So now I put my pain in a verse Cuz I ain't bitter; I'm hurt Trust me I ain't bitter im hurt You treated me like the worst So now my pain in a verse And I ain't bitter; I'm hurt So don't confuse Bitter wit hurt When I found out that u had anotha child I cried to my motha, I told her I dont know how How u get— two women pregnant at the same damn time? I shot ya side bitch Then turned around and ate that time Now my son can Neva play wit his sister the tension thick {it's sad} An you the only one that I blame You make me sick I Already took responsibility for MY actions But till this fuckin day u blaming ME for what happened. That shit crazy!