numb (feat. Jon Spirit)

I dont feel safe anymore Numb feelings down to my core Dreams hurt now i wake up sore I can't trust these whores Can't stand my thoughts they'll be like Take your life you'll be alright Maybe that way there will be Less suffering caused by me Sing a song bring me at ease Sure do miss your company Won't say a word cuz I'm truly scared of fucking up Look at the world in a peril like I give a f*ck In my world its been fucked since I was old enough To walk to talk to milly rock I smoke to never sober up You wanna fight ok I'm down for that But when I win please don't @ mе cuz you asked for that At least my homies always got my back Pray for succеss even if we never stay attached Numb Numb You told me you were Numb Numb Now my world has turned Numb Numb Let me crash and burn Numb Numb Numb Numb Really shouldn't say this here I hope my pain and fear will one day disappear And reappear my trust and atmosphere But when I try I waste a couple tears Wish I could go back in time And fix up all the broken pieces of my mind And memorize the way I used to ride But suicide Keeps popping in my mind