Evernote Thoughts

Once again, here I go Writing bars in my Evernote Tears on my fingertips Shouldn't I be over this Started questioning when you asked if I'm over it If I could, I'd rip the Band-Aid, get it over with I know I be obsessing in my mind Might've brought it up too many times But feelings inside not expressed Never did translate to me actually feeling fine I crossed it if that's the line Our values just ain't aligned What's the purpose of holding on I'm the only one that's been trying I got way more clocks than I got time I got way more baggage than I got irons The heat's been building, but I got degrees in concealing Bringing them vibes round people ain't really appealing How are yous ain't the place to be sharing your feelings At least that's how it be feeling These pedestals are too high I try, you try I, I, I, I know These pedestals are too high I try, you try I, I, I, I know Maybe we could end this on a high note, high note Once again, here I go Writing bars in my Evernote Tears on my fingertips Shouldn't I be over this Déjà vu whenever I hear news I wanna help y'all cope But I'm struggling here too I listen as you divulge Then keep it to myself Cause that's the code But I'm running out of space in my brain Holding yours and my pain Where this all 'pose to go I used to want conversations To smooth out our aggravations But lately I've been pulling back And now we ain't conversating Standing in rooms with unspoken arrangements Feeling like fashions shows With wardrobe changes We have fits then runway Did you change or I change or we change I can't sort out these things Just tryna grow like I got NBA dreams I know my worth I can't be out here doing any ole thing These pedestals are too high I try, you try I, I, I, I know These pedestals are too high I try, you try I, I, I, I know Maybe we could end this on a high note, high note