family drama

I've got family drama, and it's the type of shit I only talk to mama about I've got childhood trauma, it's all me and Paul really ever talk about I've been drowning in my regrets, I can barely catch my breath Live life without knowing what's next, I guess that's my biggest flex I've been drowning in my regrets, I can barely catch my breath Live life without knowing what's next, I guess that's my biggest flex Nowadays everyones sober I see lies in the eyes of the beholder Crazy shit that we say when we're older I get all my medicine flown in from Boulder When I lost you the whole world dropped on my shoulders I still wonder why the f*ck I couldn't hold her Some things you won't outgrow when you're older, now I'm thinking way too hard why do I bother Cuz I've been drowning in my regrets, I can barely catch my breath Live life without knowing what's next, I guess that's my biggest flex I've been drowning in my regrets, I can barely catch my breath Live life without knowing what's next, I guess that's my biggest flex I'm just tired of it, and I pray that tomorrow's better..