Dead Roses

Head down, tears drown, lurched over the sink Honestly baby I think I'm nearing the brink I spent three months waiting for better weather But lately I regret giving you my favorite sweater I'm begging for a simple call that never came How naïve of me to think our love would stay the same Now you're out turning up while I'm going insane Crying tears of hurt, baby I'm not doing great Oh how things are strange Could pain be our fate Are we destined to change Do we go on our own way Could it be just a phase Cause I'm missing your face I don't mind if you're late Baby come back my way Now I know I may be cumbersome My thoughts spiral more than most Sorry I ruined lunch I worry piece by piece Messing your mind and peace I'm known as damaged goods If you won't leave I'll leave Hate being a quitter Hate throwing a fit Hate losing my mind Hate being like this The clock's half past nine We haven't spoken since five Will we say goodbye Or makeup and dine I'm nearing my stop I fear it's my fault This chapter I'm reading is making me lost Invested in you and lost all of my stocks I don't have the heart to tell you that you're wrong So I wrote a new song Feel my soul breaking I'll crash out Bump up my headphones I lash out Hard pill to swallow, I lose my last my straw It's sad that I gave it my all Again and again Repeat Again and again No sleep Again and again Bad dreams Again and again All me Again and again Sorry I'm meant for the streets call Barney I'm not meant for love, life's faulty Accept that I lack, not salty Put up my guard once more, go shawty Oh how things are strange Could pain be our fate Are we destined to change Do we go on our own way Could it be just a phase Cause I'm missing your face I don't mind if you're late Baby come back my way