My Brain

Don't tell me who I should be or where I should go to see All the things you want for me Cause I know just what to do That's right for me what I choose No matter what I do My brain tells me I will lose this race The chase Problems I'll always face Thrown at me from miles away I struggle to wake up every day Barely see the light of day Not normal I'm out of place At least that's how I feel today It's just like me to overthink these things Get in my own way And don't tell me what to say My life's not a game for you to play It's mine and I'll be fine As long as I got this special little guy Right here by my side Helping me through this wild ride Promise I'll get life right This time And I don't know what else to do Other than to tell you these crazy things Going through my brain That make me feel insane It's a mess in my head So many pages left unread Lots of thoughts to reveal and be said Cause I'm my own me Not so hard to believe Think no one loves me It's insanity Just went through a tragedy Wake me up from this bad dream This horrible nightmare Please, all this makes me wanna scream So please listen to me And try understanding Feel like drowning Depression overriding It's all so overwhelming This world, this society Too shy to sing or do anything Or talk to anyone Bad communication Maybe I should just give up So I isolate myself these days, oh well Cause I hate people and they hate me Especially lately Or maybe it's just my anxiety Eating me alive inside Making me lose my mind Telling me lies to make me retreat And to do things I wouldn't normally But I know it's not what I need To stay away from everybody So I need to go outside See the sunshine Leave the past behind Take a drive or maybe a walk Try to talk, write a song Sing along, just move on Be a good mom, pray to God He knows I'm odd Take a chance, do a dance Make that change, just be strange Follow my heart, make a new start Follow my dreams, be who I wanna be Just be brave, say hey It's okay to not be okay So I'm gonna get some help Surround myself with all the people who love me My family, my sweet baby They're my peace, my serenity You're not the lies your brain tells you I promise it's true Listen to me seriously I know it's hard to see it this way But you're better and stronger than you think So don't wait, motivate and don't be afraid To take some time away Mentally, yeah, take it easy Yeah and take a deep breath and repeat Take a deep breath and repeat Yeah Take a deep breath and repeat People do love me It's the truth They do love you