Black and Blue (Demo) (feat. Ethel Cain)

I saw your face In my dream I saw my life The way it's supposed to be But you don't leave your house And you don't pick up the phone And I don't know what I did To make you wanna be alone I look around Just to see If maybe you're sneaking up Behind me But you are never there And darling, I'm so scared You'll forget what I had said Breathing in the winter air When my blood spilled on the bed You looked at me and then you said "Please don't hurt yourself again" But I can't get you out my head Promise me you have been true Or I'll leave you black and blue I don't know what the f*ck to do I guess that I'll just wait for you I saw your face In my dream But you didn't want to Stand next to me And I can't erase my fear That you're tired of being here Cause baby if you let me go I won't make it through the year I wanna starve Myself again And put the knife Back to my leg But I know that if I do I'll lose a piece of you And I can't take that shit again I swore I'd never lie to you When I woke you in the night Because I wasn't feeling right You told me I would be okay And then you said "turn off the light" Promise me you have been true Or I'll leave you black and blue I don't know what the f*ck to do I guess I have to wait for you