Lamb Ov God

It's so fucked up, the way I fake My feelings for my mother's sake My arms might bend, but they won't break I pray the Lord my soul to take You f*ck until you feel the pain You snort until you go insane You breathe into the black abyss And lie and say that you are His You think you are a lamb of God But you don't even know His name You want to be a lamb of God But you have never felt His pain You f*ck until you're seeing God But you will get no amnesty You pray He'll take your pain away But He will never set you free And I pray He doesn't see you Cause I've always wished you well Cause if your God fucking sees you He'll send you off to hell And I never could have pleased you You like it best when I am hurt And I swear your God will leave you Six feet beneath the dirt