Baggage

Parents said I've got six months Six months all it take For stars to get born Four fucking months Till I'm on my way up Two less the greatest fucking Tape would drop I've been Cooking at home No job no school Just me in my zone Got a couple beats That no one wanna buy But when I make it Bet they'll want increase in supply Last semester was a bit of a blur But the vision fucking clearer Than a VVS stone Pockets empty corpse and bone If I gotta go to school I guess I'm running from (uh) I now know what the feeling could be It's they don't see the genius in me They don't see what I see when I sleep They don't feel what I feel when I weep Haven't slept well in a couple of days Body looking ill in a couple of ways You'll always rise high From your biggest mistakes That's how I know I'm going to make it School was just some fake shit My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage Will I turn into the poster boy or poser boy? Become the essence of my dreams or pipe dreams Lose my life cuz I'm to ambitious and good willed Or start living a real one , forever thrilled How many more hurdles could I make? How many more gunshot wounds could my ego take? Cuz lately it's been kind of hard to make this tape All my heroes did it And they ain't need no cape Sometimes I sit here and wonder if my shit is lame Should I even go on with this fucking thing? I could be the sole reason why I go insane Or I could be the reason why there's a couple million to my name Living in vain Imagine life living in vain Still at the same Twenty six still at the same No one to blame You ain't got a fucking soul here to blame Top of your shame You rest your head on top of your shame Friendships failed got no wind in their sails Bootleg trust is how the cracks unveil Sleepless nights is how your dreams come real If that's real then I guess my eyes tell the tale My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage And I'm not losing my mind again Trying to fit in Into a story I didn't write That's shit's not right Stopped waiting for greenlights Started reaching for dream heights I'm going to showcase my talent On the biggest of stages You better hope I don't age Because I'm one of a kind And you could search the fucking world To find no parallel mind And if you're wearing the crown You better hope you don't trip You better hope it don't slip While you under duress And for the life I want to live It's more than just progress Weekends become Mondays Nights out become nights in It's a waste of a day if I ain't pressing recording I'm losing my mental if I ain't recording Sixteens since sixteen Till I overcome the big sixteen I have done everything that I should Everything that could Everything in my power To ensure that I'm ten times better than good Ten times better than y'all Ten times better than all It's no holidays till my holy days And my sorry days are done Scared of looking what my life had become I tirelessly won Producing all these tracks Until there wasn't no sun I wasn't playing no games Don't need a joke or a pun Or a couple of judge to tell I've already won My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage My eyes carry a lot of baggage No mob ties linked I ain't a savage I'll take a million to one I'm not average Everybody dies When dreams lose to cabbage