Mouthfull of feathers

Usually I wouldn't take all the blame But I've caused too much pain For the road to the riches and fame is more draining I'm not saying there's a hiccup just my head suggests I give up Put the pen down Pick up a Uni degree I'm tryna get a grip and take control of my life But I've been fighting myself Now it's bigger than me It's bigger than tryna get a placement on fucking tv It's more than music f*ck a co-sign Imma get it on my own Both eyes on the light I couldn't answer my phone I found a part of me I hadn't seen in so long Sometimes I feel like everything that I do can only do wrong So I dropped out Made a tape to turn my life to a fable Hoping a couple white dudes throw a couple M's on the table I need my friend I need my childhood Need my sanity back Because if all else fails who the f*ck you think got my back It's more than music more than music And I'll say it again It's Metallic in my blood I feel that shit from within Imma never fucking age like Pharrell in his skin I'll be the first to do it big like I'm packing on weight Gotta burn my insecurities first, gimme a minute If only my fears could turn to red roses I've still got my soul I'm only half hopeless Living on borrowed I'll pay it back In green fields, big wheels and money deals You can't spell Metallic without Me I created this shit Turned it to a dynasty Exes Xs on my walls I been counting the days until Metallic Count it up I been counting the days until Metallic I been counting the days until Metallic look I been counting the days until Metallic I been counting the days until Yeah yeah yeah Metallic Look I created this shit turned it to a dynasty (count it up) It's Metallic in my blood I feel this shit from within I'll take all the blame Cuz I've caused too much pain For the road to the riches and fame is more dr-