Bitterness (feat. Chris Messan & Alyssa Jane)

It's a lot of bitterness Eyesight only rests on you It's gracious of me to let you walk on my body, yes But I know that someday I'll be changing Held truth for far too long Only one who can keep up is me Why are we one sided love Why am I never enough for us Why am I never enough Was only the first time I met you I still went and treated you like I had known you for months Still you left me in the dust Shit got me sick, got me wondering who can I trust Girl was it love, was it lust Swear it felt more like the former You way out of order for making me think it was us Went down the drain, its been flushed Just how it happened, I ain't even get to decide it One sided affection, we way too divided I looked at the playbook, ain't no silver linings Wonder where I dropped the ball, incompleted pass Was it ever real at at all, should I even ask Still I wanna know the answer Stress got my hair falling out like I been tryna beat the cancer How you not missing the banter Baby you know they don't make them this anymore, like Chris anymore Next shot go to go in, lord you know I can't miss anymore Cuz I'm this close to coming unhinged And I've yet to meet a tool that can fix any door Everybody leaves, hard to even up the score Heart ain't on my sleeve, nah this shit is on the floor Holding in a whole lot of bitterness Think it's time I switch my focus to the business Wishing we could take it back a couple years When things were simple, shit was clearer than the vision is Yeah that's 2020, when even all the rainy days felt like they was sunny Back when we was broke but smiling like we having money Back when I ain't wait on you to tell me that you love me, but you know It's a lot of bitterness Eyesight only rests on you It's gracious of me to let you walk on my body, yes But I know that someday I'll be changing Held truth for far too long Only one who can keep up is me Why are we one sided love Why am I never enough for us