Letter to Myself

Yeah Hear me out Yo, look I swear every verse I write is like a letter to myself No one knows you better than you know yourself I think its time for me to start bettering myself Cause I'm stressing Mummy out and putting pressure on her health Like, I think it's time to try get closer with my old man Think its time to take my life into my own hands Wish that I could quit this shit and just forget about it But over time me and the music formed a romance Wish I had it written out all on a roadmap But honestly, I don't even know the whole plan All I really know is that I'm bringing soul back And to that we bill another and we toke that Talking on the phone with bro like 'I don't want a simple life' So for this success, I'm so obsessed I swear I'm hypnotized We all gotta change the way that we living Cause the time's running out and these clocks stay ticking Thinking life's going fast, why we ain't living fast yet? Life's whizzing past, why we ain't got the cars yet? Tryna pull the strings and I ain't talking bout guitars here I just want my break and I ain't talking bout no cars here I'm tryna accelerate the climb So from now on I'm staying heavy on the grind Pedal to the ground, head up in the clouds And that's the current state in which I'm telling you these rhymes I hope my mother proud of the person that she raised I'm grinding so she doesn't feel her struggles were in vain And through my adolescence and the man that I became That's just a result of all the lessons that she gave I'll be real with my brothers and I'm loyal to the grave Please stay up off that shit, that shit is poison for the brain It was messing with your head, and you was acting hella strange But now you patterned it, you better never touch that shit again It used to be under the bridge or downs everyday Now I'm living in a city that's a hundred miles a way But when I touch the ends it's like nothings even changed Cause my brothers are my brothers and that love is all the same Yeah, I said that love is all the same It's a little bit of sunshine, little bit of rain In life we all tryna survive the same fucking game I just need a yard with my name on the gate Kabir