Relapse

I've learned not to reminisce But tonight, just a little My weakness is silence That's when her voice haunts me And she won't just fade away Please just fade away But I wonder what if And I playback moments And I tend to forget Every time that she made Me feel small And I spiral Even in new spaces Full of different faces In unexpected moments She'll consume my worst side Fighting battles in my mind Taking back control Toxins leave my soul I've paid the emotional toll The future's moving on From the past I'm leaning on Tempted by the thread that's holding strong Taking back control Toxins leave my soul I've paid the emotional toll The future's moving on From the past I'm leaning on Tempted by the thread that's holding strong Shatter nostalgia Taking my chance Shatter nostalgia Taking my chance