in2une

I said Why does it feel like I've been spending my Whole life trying to find the perfect words, Trying to make amends with my mind Like a broken bond, like I'm barry swinging For the fence Just a lost heart, trying to make it home Wrongs Written in wet stones, I can etch it out Everything beautiful comes from dirty like a Seed ungrown Sometimes the only way to grow is Walking on roads of the lonesome and Nowadays I'm at a crossroads Putting my soul inside of so many songs I should probably release it I fly away when my soul needs me I'm too indecisive, hard to bite down I don't chews easy, I've been questioning What am I seeking? give me a reason Maybe it depends on the path of what I've been putting my peace in Putting pride at the door to admit that this shawty gave me love when I needed I got a demeanor that gives the impression Like I got the answers But what if I told you I'm lost and don't Want to be found while Im bleeding My heart on these pages It feels like my chapters are never ending And the author is jaded Never knew when I started my journey That all of my wounds was never gone fade Or have a real finish Think I've reached a point Where I'd rather be out of my mind than Trapped in it This world is mad but I've been crazy met a Creole girl with the sweetest voice Sak pase that shit again baby.. but that's a Story for another day Where was I at? my bad My mind it drifts and sways When laning the merge Oh I meant Merging the lane between these Words and lines Diverging my pain, submerged my eyes Through hurricane rains and Window cries Thats flooding the room of broken in homes Where cracked roofs look like a Falling sky With no where to escape to a broken mind Like me Sometimes things gotta fall apart just to fall Into a better place There was a time that a nigga I ain't really want to change So I started running in place, biggest Mistake Looking for something outside of myself And thinking that was more important than Living is Nowadays I've been walking in tune with Everything that I'm living with Every artist is an instrument between the Ground and the infinite So paint a picture, sing a symphony Whatever connects you to infinity Whatever connects you to infinity you