Up So High

There's pain in these lyrics So ima write em out And these boulders on my shoulders getting heavy to hold So ima drop em now Look My heart been heavy Life been feeling messy Check to check livin' Uncle Sam tryna test me I'm trying but these hard times get the best of me Standing at the mirror looking for the rest of me I'm buying secret recipes, drawing lines to the death of me Happiness is hard to see When you're blinded by these dark walls seeping into your dreams I've been losing sleep Look I be up so high Tryna get a piece of that good life I be up so high Hoping to just feel alive I be up so high Knowing ima be alright I be up so high Mmmmmm I be up so high I be up so high Tryna get a piece of that good life I be up so high Hoping to just feel alive I be up so high Knowing ima be alright I be up so high Mmmmmm I be up so high Heart and soul both been in bad hands And that's word to Juice And when times get difficult You gotta pick and choose There's times when you're gonna lose And that's the truth Stop giving an excuse, what's the use Pick yourself back up and shake it off This music is my therapist If only I could write it all maybe I wouldn't feel so Lonely anymore Life feeling like a chore that I didn't ask for But I stay hanging on To see what's in store To open closed doors Every corner I'm turning, I'm learning Only 26, but feeling like I'm 90 Wiser than my years Tryna put the past behind me Friends long gone Couldn't support my dreams So it's me, myself and I trying to achieve Desires to succeed, yeah I be up so high Tryna get a piece of that good life I be up so high Hoping to just feel alive I be up so high Knowing ima be alright I be up so high Mmmmmm I be up so high Put your lighters to the sky Rest in peace to the homies Legends never die Put your lighters to the sky If you're going through some struggles Everything gone be alright Yeah Put your lighters to the sky We be up so high Put your lighters to the sky Put your lighters to the sky I be up so high Tryna get a piece of that good life I be up so high Hoping to just feel alive I be up so high Knowing ima be alright I be up so high Mmmmmm I be up so high I be up so high Tryna get a piece of that good life I be up so high Hoping to just feel alive I be up so high Knowing that ima be alright I be up so high Mmmmmm I be up so high