Tribulation

We in 33 baby cmon Kacey look imma show you Niggas what it's like in my forces Fambam raw no label and no endorsements 2 small children that almost ended up orphans The doorknob to freedom was either missin or scortchin Ugly lifestyle still humpin on somethin gorgeous Growing up quick no sense on holding my horses Fuckin Goldie locks to dip my spoon in her pourage Surviving hard times we made it through every shortage Homeboys co signing dead beat behavior Ditching baby mama to make love to a stranger Proving I'm that Nigga I'm head first where it's danger Lena made me finish my schoolwork I should thank her Eve aye that apple on Adam nigga I hate her but the pain turned me into a man so I forgave her That word god used on our coins and green paper I'm skeptical about putting faith in a white savior They Called 12 on us I ain't fuckin with the neighbor She bounced on our daughter it sucks that I can't change her All she gotta do is stay straight but I can't make her had to save my dam self on mamas I had to shake her All these stains on my shirt is permanent I done bled a lot 17 next to a 38 like fetty wap Cant afford shit but a test drive at the Chevy lot Life been painful I'm curious bout what heaven got I told Ken dog to put me on and he called me stupid He said you got a good heart and you should prolly use it So here I am chasing dreams nigga using it I chose to pop my shit instead of losing it kacey They told me you can't run your whole life nigga Bet that I need 20k in diamonds sitting right where my neck at yea frozen shinin Lean on my shoulder until you feel ok yea My lifestyle is mentally draining and not sustainable My best friend BM died off less than a tablespoon Aint no one stop quick fix i can take him to That boy choose to suffer in silence but he gone make it through People say we chose this life but that's debatable I don't like to share my struggles they not relatable I wouldn't speak on shit I did if it wasn't valuable nigga remain teachable none of this shit I battle through ever something you have to do yea Aye love the people who love you we misdirecting our attitudes The money had me stressed out nigga I wasn't mad at you I'd hand carve a bat to break on somebody back for you Rappin my lil heart out tryna express the magnitude Chopper make that boy do flips like crash bandicoot Pain seems to come in waves I gets radical Wheather I go to heaven or hell it be understandable look They told me you can't run your whole life nigga Bet that I need 20k in diamonds sitting right where my neck at yea frozen shinin Lean on my shoulder until you feel ok yea