Gifted Kid

I have writer's block It sucks How am I supposed to express my feelings now? By talking? Yeah right I am mad and I am sad but most importantly I'm glad It's the present cause the future scares me shitless, I am witless Sometimes I get upset over my life My doctor gave me Lexapro To take my mind off of my strife But what he doesn't know is I haven't felt a thing since 2016 Except for my crushing fear that no one wants to see me I perform on stage and make my art cause I have something to prove I scream at the top of my lungs, if I'm crazy then I'll never lose It's liberating, but so restraining To know exactly what's inside your head What's inside this goddamn fucking head Gifted kid, you'll go far What a joke, I'm barely holding on I've excelled past the average but I'm barely the best Gifted kid, perfectionist Stuck inside my mediocrity It's killing me, I'm barely at the summit yet Everyone's laughing Everyone's laughing at you Everyone's laughing Everyone's laughing at you Everyone's laughing And laughing and laughing And laughing, you're laughing You're laughing Gifted kid Crash and burn Such a disappointment Gifted kid Watch and learn Such a disappointment Gifted kid, you'll go far What a joke, I'm barely holding on I've excelled past the average but I'm barely the best Gifted kid, perfectionist Stuck inside my mediocrity It's killing me, I'm barely at the summit yet I perform on stage and make my art cause I have something to prove I scream at the top of my lungs, if I'm crazy then I'll never lose I perform on stage and make my art cause I have something to prove I scream at the top of my lungs, if I'm crazy then I'll never lose