Summer Scumbag

Back to February when you added me I was the first to slide up on your story We talked back and forth on how life's boring This went on a few Until you ignored me Hitting decline you decided no more Face Time You were hurting I was worried for you First time We hung out at that park Your nails turned pink so did mine Then your brother arrived Next time Next time On that date chicken fries on the side was the plan I was trying to be that guy The rendezvous Under trees with the view of falling leaves We discussed our future our dreams Philosophy Opinions on deities What we thought love is Topic of first kiss I was embarrassed You confessed too Surprised I leaned in "Well I think we put our lips like this" Innocence was stripped Drained from your eyes When I lift your shirt Then felt up your thighs Swapping spit We reconnect Back and forth exchanging mints with our kisses Holding hands on that bridge looking at finches, i'm finished Now everywhere I look All I see is you The fall is getting colder July, my nails turned blue Now everywhere I look All I see is you The fall is getting colder July, my nails turned blue It's been a minute since I last messaged This isn't a beck and call thing July so you have to listen I'ma give up on trying to fit in And spend more time tryna to finish All the things that I started And every heartbeat is a time I thought of you It's racing and the car screeches muffled the view Of what was important And that was supposed to be you Panic attacks and hesitations pressured separation I turned into that guy that you're sorry you knew