Save My Soul

Back in the day, I used to wonder if my soul could be saved The way I'd break girls' hearts, I should be rollin' in grave Thought this path would lead to nothin' from this road that I paved I was a bad boy at heart cause I ain't wanna behave I would look at girlfriends that I used to leave cryin I'm feelin' nothin' as they sittin' near, emotionally dyin Beggin' for a reason to this madness, wonderin' why and I just don't have an answer, baby girl, as I'm smilin Now that I'm older, I see I ain't like to be locked down All these girls love me, I'm thinkin', why should I stop now Before I had a little, but I got a lot now Plus the money was comin' in, so why would I stop now Cocky is an understatement for the way I was actin She really broke up with me as I'm sittin' here laughin But one day, somethin' hit me, broke the ice on my heart Became Picasso, she my muse, now I'm likin' the art Painted pictures we couldn't fathom, but she like to take part Pickin' my brain for all my knowledge, boy, I like that you smart But don't use and then leave me, I don't like to restart If you try it, I promise you, you'll catch a knife in your heart Somebody, please We was happy and in love as we planned to be But karma was catchin' up and she had plans for me Let's see, you broke hearts and didn't feel remorse So I'ma sit back and watch as you run your course She sat right there at the finish line and here I come She said, it's time to pay them debts since you think you've won My girl started to change, I swear she turned to a demon Altered everything I thought, including what I believed in Wanted to break my spirit, I can still hear this schemin Don't leave, it's just a phase, so my hopes would get higher As everything got worse, I came to see she a liar Every time I turned my back, she adding oil to fire This was over the course of years, it wasn't even that fast I invested everything in you, just hopin' it'd last The same words that females said to me in the past It's all come back to bite me right in my save my soul save my soul save my soul