I Ran

I don't hate you but I love you and I think that's worse 'Cuz instead of a Maserati I'm driving 'round a hearse Full of all the good things between us that should be dead to me Now you're riding in my front seat we're driving through purgatory There's a fine line between dead and alive It's a small price to pay my fine Smooth ride until you reach all the tolls And your wallet boy it's packing but your heart is broke 'Cuz you got me doing all the crazy shit I swore I wouldn't do And every time I look into the mirror I'm living deja vu I gave you space so you'd have room to chase me like a man But you let me walk away so I ran I ran, I ran I want a drunk text, I want a drunk call but I don't want nothing involving alcohol Don't come botherin' me with something you got off the street If you're going to pull up baby pull up drunk off me yeah 'Cuz you got me doing all the crazy shit I swore I wouldn't do And every time I look into the mirror I'm living deja vu I gave you space so you'd have room to chase me like a man But you let me walk away so I ran I ran, I ran I ran out your house on to the street How'd I end up here? I ran