Coded Despair

[Intro] Lost in the static, can't find my way back Every memory's fading to black Trust turned to ashes, yeah, that shit's gone Marcus, you snake, what the f*ck went wrong? [Verse 1] Popping these pills just to keep my mind straight ADHD got me bouncing off walls, can't concentrate Thought we were brothers making hits in that basement Now my soul's leaking through every notification, yeah Demos spreading like a fucking virus While you cash in on my pain, you're so lifeless Recovery ain't easy when betrayal hits Got me feeling like I'm trapped in the matrix, shit [Chorus] System's crashing down (down) Can't trust no one now (now) My mind's spinning round (round) Everything's breaking down Memories corrupt (corrupt) Friendship turned to dust (dust) Should've known better than to trust (trust) Now my whole world's fucked up [Verse 2] Anxiety crawling through my veins like poison Every notification's got me paranoid and frozen Used to share my soul through every track we made Now I'm watching all my dreams fade away, fade You took my art and sold it to the highest bidder While I was fighting demons, getting clean and bitter Every leaked track feels like a fucking knife Cutting deeper than these scars in my life [Bridge] Delete the memories (yeah) Format the pain away (away) But these tracks keep haunting me (me) In my head they'll always play [Verse 3] Cloud of smoke, trying to numb the betrayal Heart's disconnected, feeling so fragile Everything we built, you just had to break it My trust in pieces, too late to fake it Thought you were real, but you're just a ghost Taking what's mine when I needed you most Now I'm rebuilding from ground zero Trust nobody, that's my new motto [Outro] Lost in the static, yeah, that's where I'll stay Till all these memories finally fade away System failure, but I'm still breathing While you're out there, my life's meaning stealing