Lavender Static

[Intro] Static in my head, mama's voice on replay Xanax in the cabinet, keeps the demons at bay [Verse 1] Lavender pills make the world feel numb Suburban streets where the pain won't come Mom's fake smile at the HOA meet While her laptop screams with deadlines to meet Got that Silicon Valley PTSD Passed down anxiety runs deep in me F*ck these perfect homes with their perfect lawns While inside we're all withdrawn [Chorus] Static in my brain, can't tune it out Lavender haze, yeah, I'm zoned out Mama taught me how to hide the scars Behind MacBooks and fancy cars Static in my brain, it won't stop now Lavender daze got me bowed down Generation cursed with golden chains Still can't wash away these stains [Verse 2] Three PM therapy, copay on deck Rich kid problems got me feeling like a wreck Mom's voice memo hits different tonight "Baby just smile, everything's alright" But the Adderall got me seeing through walls While this bougie life starts to fall White picket fences can't hide the mess Of this privileged pain that I can't express [Bridge] Sometimes I wonder if I'm even here Lost in the static, crystal clear Mom's generation built this dream Now we're drowning in the mainstream [Chorus] Static in my brain, can't tune it out Lavender haze, yeah, I'm zoned out Mama taught me how to hide the scars Behind MacBooks and fancy cars Static in my brain, it won't stop now Lavender daze got me bowed down Generation cursed with golden chains Still can't wash away these stains [Outro] Lavender static in my head tonight Mom, I'm sorry, but I can't make it right The pills, the pressure, the perfect scene Got me lost in this suburban dream Static fades but the pain remains Cursed by these suburban chains