Silk Panic

[Intro] Silk sheets can't hide these trembling hands Newton money don't fix what's broke in my head [Verse 1] Livestream buffering, chest getting tight Xanax in my pocket but I won't take the bite Daddy's credit card bought me everything I need But can't buy the peace when my mind starts to bleed F*ck this fake smile, f*ck this perfect show Every breath I take feels like undertow [Chorus] Silk panic, silk panic Breaking down but make it look romantic Silk panic, silk panic Suburban boy gone manic Can't breathe through this designer fabric Silk panic, yeah [Verse 2] ADHD got me bouncing off these walls While they watching every time I almost fall Therapy sessions on my voice recorder Playing back the pain while my mind gets darker Privileged kid with a fractured soul Living life like I'm losing control [Bridge] Comments rolling in while I'm falling apart Screen's getting blurry, racing heart Had to break down just to feel alive Now my weakness is my fucking prize [Chorus] Silk panic, silk panic Breaking down but make it look romantic Silk panic, silk panic Suburban boy gone manic Can't breathe through this designer fabric Silk panic, yeah [Outro] Maybe I'm strongest when I'm breaking down When the mask slips off and I hit the ground Silk sheets still wet from my cold sweats This is who I am, no more fucking regrets