oceanside

Pulled up to oceanside In time for morning tide I feel so damn numb and cold I think I need more wine I think I've lost my mind I need these feelings to go I've been here once before I know you wanted more I can't even save myself I don't know what to feel This life ain't even real I think that I need some help I don't know what to say Why do I feel this way? I write as I kill myself I know I'm wanted But I can't stay I know I'm wanted But I don't feel the same I know I'm wanted But I can't stay I know I'm wanted But I don't feel the same