Soliloquy

People front for social media, I'm just staying true to me I hope I craft these bars in a way that you can see What I'm going through mentally, metaphysically People love to hate but you won't meet nobody ill as me This is a skill that was instilled in me Mixing all these chemicals in drinks, just in hopes that I can kill the beast I know nobody's feeling That thought alone is killing me But nothing is as dangerous as me when I'm alone, capiche? I'm hoping that there's more in store for me I say my prayers aloud, because I know that most importantly I have to keep pushing, and hope that I can see God sitting on the steps and giving me a set of keys But now I'm stuck inside this mess again Thinking by myself, in the darkness while my head'll spin But I've ventured from my teachings, so I'm destined for the devil's den I'm sticking to my roots, you're wavy like the seven seas I've tried to tell the truth, but I guess my stories never please I'm making lots of music hoping that people remember me Before I leave this world behind, kicking it under Heaven's trees