open letter

This feel like the final countdown … All these moments have shown That love may not survive on a path of your own And some will not accept the heights To which you have grown  It's just easy to neglect and project all the wrong See I knew all along Yeah Im not perfect I'll admit it I'm still adjusting from decisions If I got locked would you come visit See my thoughts come by the minute Learn to maneuver on my pivot On a tightrope like a gymnast Treading water like Im swimming  Already planned it to the finish Tryna triple up my digits  Gotta get up out this scrimmage But I'm not playing hope you get it Cause Im speaking in hues Watching the sunset from a marvelous view Thinking bout all it took to finally be you Gazing into the clouds at high altitudes I'm in one of those moods My love ones give me stress love But its cool I can't vex love Self love is the best love Can't rely on the rest love But you different from the rest love  So I invest love Cause I ain't come this far to stay the same You can't tell spring not to change You can't tell clouds not to rain Good thing my tires all terrain Cause I persevered But I went left when the fork appeared I chose love through the course of years I cut ties just to keep me here Its been a hell of a year 2020 well never forget it Quarantine had to deal with our feelings Corona ain't the only one out killing  Cop took a knee on a nigga for minutes The choices the choices I feel helpless I feel voiceless I'm a black man can't avoid it It's not entertaining I don't get enjoyment I didn't want to have to end it this way But I cant ignore it either The choice