BEING PERFECT IS OVERATED

I've seen people all around me Changing for the worse Childhood memories Childhood memories Momma you always have raised me To be the perfect son But i feel alone pressure weighs a ton Glanced into your eyes It's like a world to see It's crazy Life can change so quick And life can be bitch And life can suck a dick This life I want to quit Nothing really matters Nothing really matters Calm and calculated im my father's son Just without the upbeat feelings I don't love the morning sun I talked to you today But only in my mind You told me I wish that you would die I told myself I would do it this time I fucking hate you Kaden I wish that you would die Childhood memories Childhood memories Lost some feelings You lost some feelings to Gift and a curse Seasonal blues You never really loved me You hide the tattoos A person i knew We fell in love In the mist of some shrooms Two of us in a room Now is your cue Always cut short Wise are some fools Autumn leaves I fall down with you Takin out with the sunshine Mind matter too Bite through the nose To make use of the ropes You cut me at my throat You left me for dead Resting on a star Peace of mind and a little star dress In some time our heals will wound Im suffocating Don't know what to do Help me sos Called for you nine years I've been off the map I wanna disappear She has the best smile But it's always upside down Help me sos I feel like going down Feel like I'm in the unknown Caught up in the dark Stuck in a void Clawing out the box Lost in rant Going off his head They said Kaden "Go take your fucking meds" I'm a burden Do you feel it to I'm a burden Do you feel it to Raindrops hit my windows Pour it down slow I Called you up You don't love me no more The glint in your eyes Really gives me hope I can't please everyone I can't even please you I can't even please myself I can't even love myself I can't even seek the help I made a cry for help Sos please can you Save me Sos please can you Save me Her eyes Childhood memories Childhood memories Suffocating Cause girl to me Your the light in a starless night Willing to fight for your love is that alright Im calling out Message sos Childhood memories Childhood memories I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you I have loved you