Watching Myself Fade Away

Haven't got the guts to call him up You act as if you never cared in the first place But if you never call you'll end up stuck For another chance to tell him off right to his face And even though we barely know each other It can't hurt Watching myself fade away Watching myself fade away I'm watching myself fade away Watching myself fade away Never really thought to hurt myself But after I did I thought I deserved it Thought of me no longer being around Well sure it would be sad, but not really different And even though you barely know me now It can't hurt Watching myself fade away Im Watching myself fade away Watching myself fade away Im Watching myself fade away Oh There's a lot of times Where I just sit around and I think that im the problem. Because eventually it gets to the point Where so many people leave your life and you dissociate yourself from yourself And then realize that maybe your the one screwing up That's what I think about