Alone

I don't wanna watch you go Packin' your bags and you takin' my soul I never thought that we were gonna lose control Now I'm on my own Looking out the window on the bus ride Heading to the airport, I left at sunrise Ask me how I'm doin' and I'm gonna say I'm fine But I don't know if I'ma even make it through the night Now my heart's collapsing, there was an attack Counting down the minutes 'til my world's turnin' black Girl, you told me that you're always gonna have my back Can I have you back? I don't wanna watch you go Packin' your bags and you takin' my soul I never thought that we were gonna lose control Now I'm on my own I don't wanna be alone Getting in the car, time to hit the road Gotta fly away and learn how to cope I don't wanna be alone I'm sick of feeling like I'm a waste of space I wanna fix what we got, 'cause shit, we never got a break You really were my home but I had to leave it broken Feelin' like I'll never get this right, I'm never chosen 'Cause I'm only ever loved for a bit Maybe I should quit? Or drive into the ditch? I want the best for you but I hate that it's not me So what's the point of letting my heart beat? I don't wanna watch you go Packin' your bags and you takin' my soul I never thought that we were gonna lose control Now I'm on my own I don't wanna be alone Getting in the car, time to hit the road Gotta fly away and learn how to cope I don't wanna be alone