Another Lesson (feat. Vayron)

Yeah, aye Get to the top When I roll up on the block Everybody gonna stop Is it really what I want? (Want) Feelin' pretty off When I'm fallin' outta love No, I don't wanna talk (Tough) Leave me in the dark Baby, you're better off No, it's not your loss I don't wanna rush But I'm feeling super rough And it's really not a bluff Had the sauce, eat the crust Sorry that I broke your trust I just wanna run into the dust I don't wanna say this was lust But I think I only came for the bust And I really hate to say that I only wanna (ugh) Deep in my head, looking for rest There isn't any point for you to climb in my bed I'm upset, I'm only gonna make things worse I wasn't built for love, shit hurts Gotta let it burn Let it get worse Give me everything that I now deserve I'mma run away, only for the best I really can't deal with this hole in my chest Try to impress, but f*ck, am I a mess I'll never get through, never make it to the end Need to get off of the web, fear crawling like a spider People on the net always building way higher Don't ask, "Are you fine?", cuz I'mma not reply Virus inside and I really wanna cry Holding me ransom, it's my soul for my mind Fucking me up, now I lost track of time Even when I'm clocked in, I'm gettin' ticked off Look at my head, I wanna blow it off Heart on my sleeve, wanna take it off It's gettin' beat up by the girls who fall I be in my room wishin' that we could just be destined But no, I know that you will just end up another lesson I can't use these women in a fight against depression Sadness can't be beat by using love as a weapon Why, keep on running, why? I see you cryin', baby I just wanna go and die I ain't tryna fuckin' lose you But I find a way to lie I ain't tryna fuckin' use you This shit happens every time, yeah, yeah My whole damn life was just fucked up Found this lucky penny, leprechaun, lucked up I feel like I'm on top of the world At a loss of words This dopamine, I'm an addict Back to rehab, shit, I done had it I come with bad patterns, not a paddock I've gotta fight these battles like a maverick Independent force just like I'm Chadwick (Chadwick) Mutilate like I'm the terminator Toxic vibes, I need a respirator Can't touch me now, gotta touch me later I gotta focus, I'll thank me later Man, I wish that shit was really different But you know we had to make a difference Changed our lives in just a single instance I just hope I have enough persistence See them red flags, it's a lesson, huh? Keep your mind straight, don't get it trippin', nah Ain't no way you should use her as a weapon, nah Stay on the go but she be tryna hold you down I know she finna miss me but I can't, nah World War II? First one ain't even finish, nah Take a step back, focus on me now 1v1 with these demons, it's a fade out I be in my room wishin' that we could just be destined But no, I know that you will just end up another lesson I can't use these women in a fight against depression Sadness can't be beat by using love as a weapon