Drifting

Yeah Think I'm losing all my faith in what I'm tryna do I've had way too many nights where I struggle tryna choose Would I be better off putting this dream in a noose? Questioning the path I'm paving, now it's half past 2 But, I think I got something here, but I don't really know if I can battle my fear How long till my heartstrings snap and I end up in tears? The demons are getting too near No one ever promised the path would be crystal clear Yeah, maybe I just need sleep But the enemy's in bed, and it's already 3 Out my window, the light is burning out on the street Knocks at my door, I'll leave it locked, there's a demon to meet It's creeping through the vents, should I run or stand still? Is there even a point? Cuz they run faster uphill Grab me by the feet but it's all for the thrill Yeah, it's all for the thrill, yeah, it's all for the, ugh I'm drifting away, hope this dream doesn't fade Is this even my place? I'm counting down the days 'Till I lose my way and end up in a grave I gotta stay on this path, I'm pondering pure passion What will it take? These are questions I ask myself when I'm up too long These are questions that invade my brain when I'm writing songs I've spent too many nights in the studio 'till dawn I'm burning out, I don't know if I should still say I'm strong Talking super big like, "I'll call you when I'm famous" But lately I don't know if I even wanna make it Try to trust the process, so I'm learning to embrace it I never thought it'd take this much to keep this all from cavin' Protect this dream like it were a child I'll go the extra mile To make sure I make it so the crowd can go wild I got some motivation, too bad it's almost 5 I gotta get to sleep so I can go back on the grind