Lost Cause

Aye Hardly got myself out of bed this morning Gazing out the window, leaves fall as it’s pouring Looks so peaceful, but off the top y’know it’s storming Gaslit by the fam, I think music might be boring Okay, I don’t know, I don’t feel like myself Life throws a curveball, too many strikes, now I’m out I’m looking for my happiness but life’s like, “That’s not allowed” Memories of the past flood back, I want a drought, yeah Gotta get out of my head and start making the bread But it’s hard when you remember all the things that they said And you start to believe that you might be better off dead It’s a dark, dark cycle, and it’s full of regret Trapped in my brain, now I can’t be myself My friends, they reach out and tell me that they’re there to help But I don’t get help, I walk back to my cell And it’s getting cold here, get me out of this hell, cuz Maybe I’m just a lost cause I don’t know you Maybe I just can’t unpause Cuz I’m stuck on you I don’t have a goal I’m just driving down the road And I’m running out of gas Just hoping it’s a phase to pass Is there a place for me to go? Never felt more alone Need a place to call my home But I just don’t know I don’t do drugs, but some nights, it gets tempting Especially in the middle of the night instead of resting My mental’s never mending I don’t know what it is, I don’t know if I’m cursed, but life really likes to test me Trapped in my brain, now I can’t be myself My friends, they reach out and tell me that they’re there to help But I don’t get help, I walk back to my cell And it’s gettin’ cozy here, I think I like this hell, or Maybe I’m just a lost cause I don’t know you Maybe I just can’t unpause Cuz I’m stuck on you I don’t have a goal I’m just driving down the road And I’m running out of gas Just hoping it’s a phase to pass Maybe I’m just a lost cause (Just a lost cause) I don’t know you Maybe I just can’t unpause (I can’t unpause) Cuz I’m stuck on you I don’t have a goal (Don’t have a goal) I’m just driving down the road And I’m running out of gas Just hoping it’s a phase to pass (Hopin’ it’s a phase to pass)