Reflection

Lately I've just been reflecting I've been thinking about some things Yeah, aye I gotta start chasing down this dream I haven't started yet and I'm already eighteen Need to go super high and bring my self-esteem But it's hard when you're held back by the in-between I've been struggling to breathe So I've been hiding in the dark Tryna get through it so I can hit out the park I been looking for the spark but it's hard When I find it, it's over, I'm leaving my mark Let's cut to the present, I'm editing clips Where I’d rather refocus and start writing this I gotta get good so I can kill like a blip Y’know I’m gonna snap cuz I’m that marvelous Things just get so damn hard And I've been fallin' straight apart I needa rebuild my broken heart So I can get a start And I'm growing up so fast Just gotta stay on this path Middle finger's up when they laugh Reflecting on the past Got the keys, I'm ready to go Don't need no bags for the road And I'll be up and leavin' home Just gotta keep the car in control, aye Now that I think about it, it's pretty freakin' scary Joining the game shows me the weight I gotta carry It ain't that cute unlike bunnies, it's hairy Just gotta learn to never stop caring Yeah, don't ever give up Work hard even when it starts getting super freaking tough Cuz by the end, it'll be everything you always dreamed of And you'll know in your heart that ya doing what you love (That’s facts) I keep that in mind at all times It's what keeps me up when I feel like I could die It's what'll keep me down, I’m uncomfortably high Imma keep spitting like an AK, bullseye On the journey I'll get charred And that happens when you gotta let down ya guard But at the end of the day, it's my yard Now I'm gonna try to get a start And I'm growing up so fast Just gotta stay on this path Middle finger's up when they laugh Reflecting on the past Got the keys, I'm ready to go Don't need no bags for the road And I'll be up and leavin' home Just gotta keep the car in control, aye And I'm growing up so fast Just gotta stay on this path Middle finger's up when they laugh Reflecting on the past Got the keys, I'm ready to go Don't need no bags for the road And I'll be up and leavin' home Just gotta keep the car in control, aye (Control, aye) It's time to come around It's time for me to sit down Stop feelin' so drowned And start making the rounds Things got so damn hard Life's been fallin' straight apart Finally rebuilt my broken heart Now I can get a start And I'm growing up so fast (So fast) Just gotta stay on this path (This path) Middle finger's up when they laugh (They laugh) Reflecting on the past (Yeah) Got the keys, I'm ready to go Don't need no bags for the road And I'll be up and leavin' home Just gotta keep the car in control, aye (Control, aye) And I'm growing up so fast (So fast) Just gotta stay on this path (This path) Middle finger's up when they laugh (They laugh) Reflecting on the past (Yeah) Got the keys, I'm ready to go Don't need no bags for the road And I'll be up and leavin' home Just gotta keep the car in control, aye (Control, aye)