If Im Being Honest

Ur counting down, till I call, saying I'm alright, but I don't think I'm coming home, it's just one of those nights, one of those nights, and I know I'll wake up, and wonder what's wrong, and u haven't slept, u we're up on ur phone , worried bout me, and who I was with, while I was trying forget, cause I've been chasing problems, breaking all my promises, to you, I'm just trying live, and it's hard if I gotta be honest with u, and maybe I'm wrong, I don't want to be right, but I can't pick up the phone, cause Ik that we'll fight, and I've been chasing problems, breaking all my promises to u, if I'm just being honest with you, Cause u said, ur hearts had enough, and u said, this time ur done, and maybe it's for the best, but I can't see that yet, u told me, you'll never forget, u told me u wish we never met, told me it was over, cause I've been chasing problems, breaking all my promises, to you, I'm just trying live, and it's hard if I gotta be honest with u, and maybe I'm wrong, I don't want to be right, but I can't pick up the phone, cause Ik that we'll fight, and I've been chasing problems, breaking all my promises to u, if I'm just being honest with you,