Ballad of a Boy

Every now and then I wonder What did I do wrong? To deserve this silence At the ending of this song I never even got an answer Of how I could help At this very moment I don't need to help myself I just wanted to see you Was that too much I couldn't even get a call back Or any kind of response Why? why? Even after all this I still try To make sure you're alright But you won't Return the favor So thanks for teaching me That everybody leaves I still remember the first time When we set out sights I was sitting and nervous looking at you But I didn't want this to end Is this what hope's supposed to feel like? Should I have caught the signs? That we were burning too fast? Doesn't matter now All I ever wanted was another nap in your arms I keep thinking I'll get that now it's pretty hard to move on Why? why? I tried to give you all the space that you needed I kept on checking in to let you know that I'm there Why? why? Why can't you be a man, and tell me all the reasons, why you left Cause you both know, I would have done so Okay, I think that's the take Onto the next one