Nothing To Worry About

I had fought so hard To get the things I have I think it all paid off For me it all was worth it I sailed on open waters I tried to be the best It was never about me But helping out the rest But now that I am home I thought I earned my rest But my mind feels twisted It's all just one big mess But I got all that I wanted I shouldn't sound so selfish Don't mean to sound ungrateful Got some things to get off my chest And I got nothing to hide I got nothing to worry about But how come every time It's all I ever think about? Why do I feel scared? I try to have life figured out But I know deep inside I don't know what I'm talking about I don't know what I'm talking about Cause I know deep inside I don't have life figured out That's why I feel so scared It's all I ever think about I got everything to worry about I got everything to fear Got some things to get off my chest I don't want to sound ungrateful I don't want to sound so selfish Cause I got all that I wanted And I feel just one big mess My mind just feels so twisted I thought I earned my rest Because I am home No longer helping out the rest Cause it was never about me I tried to be the best I sailed on open waters Cause I had fought so hard To get the things I had Did it all pay off? Please tell me it was worth it