Tired Insomniac

Can the world shut off for a day or so? Can I give my head a rest? I think I'm getting repetitive But it's starting to get out of hand Red eye'd to the next goal Feeling broken and beat I keep telling myself to keep going Why can't I just accept defeat? What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? Maybe I'll cave in Can I even trust myself? Why would I take my own advice? Keep trying to fuel my addiction But my addiction ain't playing nice I don't know, don't know, the last time that I ate I don't know, don't know, the last time I took a break I don't know, don't know, what's happening in my head But I know, I know, I'll scream my thoughts instead What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? Maybe I'll cave in Let me just get some noise out for a moment It'll only take a minute What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? What am I saying? What am I saying? How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it? Maybe I'll cave in