Can't

Breathing, waiting I can't help myself You tell me, wouldn't you want this? Winning I'm tired of myself I see nothing but losing and failure devouring my self esteem Seems quite likely hatred and regret paints across my shame I've had it but I Lost it, can't take it I'm busted, I'm wasted Can't feel myself, can't feel myself Lost it, can't take it I'm busted, I'm wasted Can't feel myself, can't feel myself Lost it, can't take it I'm busted, I'm wasted Can't feel myself, can't feel myself Lost it, can't take it I'm busted, I'm wasted Can't feel myself, can't feel myself