THUNDER PRAYER

[ holdin on ] I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning Don’t always mean rain when you need it [ prayers up ] I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up [ holdin on ] When you reach for the sky Hold a star to your chest You could save it when you need it [ prayers up ] I got an attitude , got me fed up It ain't special having backs to the wall when your back’s to the minute hand til tomorrow Doing my best to get 5 outta 2 + 2 What's the use ? Used to be confused and turned around Watching everything fall apart around ya I just learned a lil somethin about highs and lows And minding those I could spot a rut when it's up close Snub nosed talking hard stops, touch stones I'm fearing i'm forgetting every shortcut home [ holdin on ] Old things i made a part of me Tore you out my bloodstream and arteries Still I’ll tell the world i hope you're proud of me Maybe one day you could back here grounding me But f*ck that , i've been taking comfort in a toxin Four letter words that ive been mixing In a cocktail French exit i could do without goodbyes cuz Ain't shit good besides my own two, eyes [ holdin on ] I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning Don’t always mean rain when you need it [ prayers up ] I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up It ain't special having backs to the wall when your back’s to the minute hand til tomorrow I know a game called push & pull Ain't no rules In the garden Showed our truth when we walked in Mixed an anesthesia with a toxin Before i go running my mouth Saying something that shouldn't come out Alleviate the hearsay cuz my name Comes right out in heavy amounts [ hol - ] Here's to who paraphrases " the grind " For having kinks to clout Never forget your doubt This was never your lane Apologize to me now You just wanted a gain Foaming up at the mouth Since 2020 i've been battling my body Dopamine fien , i set up a hunting party And its checkers not chess so jr did an ollie Head over heels , turn this shit into pilates [ holdin on ] I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning Don’t always mean rain when you need it [ prayers up ] I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up [ holdin on ] When you reach for the sky Hold a star to your chest You could save it when you need it [ prayers up ] I got an attitude , got me fed up " what are you doing here ? figured you'd be half way to new york by now " " everything always takes longer than you think "