The Thing Is

Yeah I just wanted to say sorry, but you already left I wish you knew all my damn problems, but you already stressed I could've told you everything that's going on in my head But it's too late so you'll never know I wished I was dead I could've told you everything, but I just couldn't I kept wanting to, but I knew that I just shouldn't I don't know what I want, I don't know what to do Tell me what I should do, cause I I don't even know Cause the thing is that I don't even know Man, I keep on asking what had happened No one answering back Like did it get so awful? Did it really get so damn bad I keep on thinking, but I just cannot remember a thing It's like something happened right when I was drinking and blinked It's like I passed out for a second and then my eyes had opened Staring right in front of me, I see you in the open Laying on the floor and I was hoping Are you breathing well? Are you here with me? No motion I'm not getting answers, I am losing my damn mind Losing my control, I cannot breathe, man I might die You were taken from me in one second, man why? You and I were doing good, we were doing just fine I don't know what's happening, I'm losing my control I feel like I'm vanishing and I'm feeling so low Can you tell me what I should be doing please? 'Cause let me tell you that I really don't fucking know I don't even know Cause the thing is that I don't even know I don't even know Cause the thing is that I don't even know Oh, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't Oh, I don't even know I don't even know