Drive a Car

I wanna buy a car so I can drive away Cause I'm losing all the things that made me wanna stay Thought I could play the guitar but now I'm losing my cool and I'm trying to do all of the things I wanted to do Before you leave that town and you come back around and you find out where I am and try shooting me down you set my bar so low and built my walls so high seven years later yet there's still not the time to do What I needed to what am I supposed to do I'm standing on the edge and that's too damn close to you and I can't get out of this I'm trapped in this burning pit but I've been left behind by the others that were walking this Road with me But they can't see That I'm still burning up and screaming crying Underneath But I won't say it And if they ask I'll just crack the jokes I say about my dad I'm used to it I'm used to it Yeah used to it But I shouldn't be I'm used to it I'm used to it Yeah used to it But I shouldn't be I finally bought a car but I can't drive away Because there's still a few things that make me wanna stay I lost all my faith and I can't come back from that Pushing and fighting just to make it past all the Mistakes I made The path I take The things I do the things I say to help pain go away But I can't explain it And if they ask I'll just crack the jokes that I say about my dad cause I'm used to it I'm used to it I'm used to it But I shouldn't be I'm used to it I'm used to it Yeah used to it But I shouldn't be I'm used to it I'm used to it Yeah used to it But I shouldn't be