Now You Know

Fell out of the norm And I tried to embrace it Said I didn't care And you thought that I meant it And like the wise say you can't always have it your way I tried for so long to prove you wrong But in the end, the only friend I had was me So I ran and tried my best to hide As far as I can I knew if I removed myself It wouldn't hurt as much if you did I saw a light on the other side And now you know why I'd never go back To a place I don't belong You'd say I had a voice of my own Why didn't I say anything I'd say I was used to disappointments I didn't think it was worth mentioning All I knew how to do was accept me and you Were splitting in two So I ran and tried my best to hide As far as I can I knew if I removed myself It wouldn't hurt as much if you did I saw a light on the other side And now you know why I'd never go back To a place I don't belong Now you know why I skipped the prom It's the feeling out of place like I do all the time And I knew you might've cared But my mind was made up You couldn't change it if you tried Guess I'll never know what happens when I'm not there You're the reason for my fear of missing out So go joke around while I dissociate Cause I'd rather be anywhere but here Yeah you know I don't belong here