Desperation

The moment that I die I will understand that was my way of getting by I was spending every day just getting super high I was in the dust, asking myself why do I try? Oh, now I'm hanging from a rope I don't got no faith so I been losing all my hope I been tryna find some better ways that I can cope But once I wanna hurt myself I go straight to the dope Bae let's smoke, know we on go, I got the industry all in my scope Bro tryna talk but he know that he broke It's funny you laughing, your life is a joke, aha Don't try to f*ck with my clique I could call bro and he'll end it real quick My flow so cold that I feel like I'm sick I'm at my best when I'm next to my chick She is the love of my life Swear that one day I'ma make her my wife I see the love in her eyes Moment I'm with her, then everything fine Baby for you I got drive Everything gonna be perfect in time I swear that she is my guide And she so heavenly that she divine The moment that I die I will understand that was my way of getting by I was spending every day just getting super high I was in the dust, asking myself why do I try? The moment that I die I will understand that was my way of getting by I was spending every day just getting super high I was in the dust, asking myself why do I try? Now I been thinking a lot, maybe I'm something I think that I'm not, yuh Grateful for things that I got, not gonna stop til I'm making my shot, yuh They know that I gotta plot, get to the top while I'm smokin' my pot, yuh They musta thought I forgot, but now I'm here I'm securing my spot