Guilty

I'm stuck in my head When I lay in my bed And I won't come back Cause I'm just a scumbag Baby I fucked up I know that my luck's up But it's really hard for me to tell If I'm really stuck up Maybe I'm just cut up While I'm bleeding out in a suite hotel Yeah, I've really been losing my mind Spending my time while I'm trying to find The moment that changed me and made me so blind To know that it's better for me to be kind But it's too late now I'm tired, want to lay down I'm not the one to weigh down Or you'll be one to lay out I don't really wanna know But I think that I gotta know Tryna knock me down like dominoes Emotionless, I'm monotone They would kill me Cause I'm guilty Don't be with me You won't forgive me I'm evil, I can feel it inside I'm lethal, but I still wanna die They're feeble, so they're tryna hide I'm out here really just tryna provide But I'm not gonna lie Can't help myself even though I do try There were some things that I had to decide That left me so broken I started to cry I know the devil and his name is pride Shout out to Cole because that was his line They gonna ask and I'll say that I'm fine Even though everyone know it's a lie They see me falling, they peeping the signs I'm tryna climb but they cutting the vine Wasting these days cause I'm just gettin' high My heart is cold bitch and that's why I'm dry