Misunderstood

I've been praying, I've been waiting I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying I've been losing, I can't do it Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it Everybody hates me, it's driving me crazy I can't pinpoint the reasons I'm feeling this way lately I'm so empty, can I have some friends please Feels like I'm in hell They all want me dead and it's got me in my head I ain't feeling well In the mirror see my face, thinking how I'm in this place And I know I'm only here because of my own fucking ways Feel like I'm a waste, I'm just counting down the days Thinking bout my grave, cause I know that's where I'll lay Everybody's saying I'm dramatic I can't have it, everything feels static Somebody just take my heart and hold it, fucking stab it They say that I'm awful, they can see it in my eyes We the ones they muffle, while they filling us with lies Honestly I cannot wait until the day I die I know that ain't right But I can't keep living like this, death trying to give me a kiss Number one on reaper's list, I feel sick and feverish My own thoughts are killing me, ain't no way of healing me I hurt myself willingly, no one would be missing me And that's got me upset, I'm filled with regret Would rather be dead than stuck in my head Telling me to take a breath, but I'm seeing red My gravestone is set, so let's make a bet I've been praying, I've been waiting I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying I've been losing, I can't do it Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it I'm so empty, can I have some friends please Feels like I'm in hell They all want me dead and it's got me in my head I ain't feeling well I've been praying, I've been waiting I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying I've been losing, I can't do it Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it I'm so empty, can I have some friends please Feels like I'm in hell They all want me dead and it's got me in my head I ain't feeling well