Middle Child

I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me I Love you I Love me Allow me to introduce myself This is the first time that imma choose myself At least I benefit if imma use myself Can't nobody top the shit that I can do myself I took a lot of losses from K through twelfth At least now I know that I no longer hate myself And for that, the only person I can thank's myself Im on my own body bad wish I could date myself Damn I would date myself Im on my own body bad wish I could date myself I gotta whole body bag for rap bitches who wishes to put themselves up against this bitch its gettin vicious Pay attention you don't listen you'll miss it I wish the person listening was me as adolescent I never thought that I would have the balls to speak explicity about how im best in front of other bitches dissin me And a diss from you bitches isn't a diss to me cuz all I see is snakes so it's nothing more than a hiss to me You poppin till I drop cuz when I do your shit is history You only got them couple views because you mentioned me Let me rephrase you got them views because I mentioned you cuz you are just a wannabe and I am who they listen to Kaelyn is the prototype and you are just a jiggaboo I would mention your name but everyone gone be like "nigga who? I used to never wanna stand out so I hid Not used to hand outs like I cut em at the wrist Thank god, That I don't look like what I been through if I did you would think that I was eatin off silver spoons as a kid You would think that I a never struggled I was handed it all But if a bitch was in my shoes she couldn't handle it all I was the man of the house when no man was involved So when it come to being weak I can't hold a Candle to y'all Im grown now Living on my own now I am in a place where I don't mind being alone now I can say im on now Righting all my wrongs now Thought it would be easy to move on because you're home now But it doesn't seem to Really wanna see you Thought we had more time but it turned out to be a preview I would never leave you Know your babies need you Can't believe you left me to take care of all our people Damn You know its hard for the middle child They tend to always be the brittle child The one who suffers cuz they trynna keep it civil child I know you need me but don't you know that I'm Still a child Said you won't leave me but don't you know that its been a while You moving freely but when are you gonna see your child You know I love you so when you see me its still a smile Its hard for the middle child