Forgive Me (feat. Verbz)

I hope you hear this when the sun's out Ha, yeah I know it's sounding kinda cliche The vibes are slightly different And I really think it needs saying To get it out my system I'm sober not inebrated Still tapped into my feelings Tunnel vision, but don't see straight Nostalgia got me wishing I could freeze…frame… And go back to that vision In my deep…brain… Get my younger self to listen Saying please…K… I can see from where I'm sitting You don't be…have… The way I wish you would, I'm kicking Myself each…day... Go back to the point I felt the sea…change… We used to be consistent Now the only word that comes to mind is distant They told me life would be this way But rewriting tradition's always been part of my mission, so Forgive me, ha… It's nothing new, so baby go far as you want or think that you should Dirty to me Is how it felt When I gave them all I could But couldn't take care of myself Was worried to see How much you meant to me Forgive me for my silence I decided on what's best for me (So, so…) Dirty to me Is how it felt When I gave them all I could But couldn't take care of myself Was worried to see How much you meant to me Forgive me for my silence I decided on what's best for me (So, so…) Jah bless the man, I never stress the plan Tryna make it work for something better than (I guess…) Where we are now with friends that I forever thank Most stood beside me through the weather and The trials and tribulations though the pressure never gets to man If anything I'm tryna bless the bank This year stretching bands I'm working on it, hope the method bangs Nothing's certain if I'm honest (Never was…) I only work for what was wanted, hope it's worth it Been rehearsin', never not determined Had to make it happen instead of chattin' I earned it And up until this point it wasn't easy Believe we still scratching at the surface when you see me Never thought I'd see my face on wax or a CD Still facing facts, chasing what keeps Me laying pen to page Creating with the speech Dirty to me Is how it felt When I gave them all I could But couldn't take care of myself Was worried to see How much you meant to me Forgive me for my silence I decided on what's best for me (So, so…) Dirty to me Is how it felt When I gave them all I could But couldn't take care of myself Was worried to see How much you meant to me Forgive me for my silence I decided on what's best for me (So, so…)