Travel Sick

Reminisce real hard Rose tint, anything from the past Thinking that'll never be beat Grand scheme, everything so far Let me think on Gawd Today's gonna reach that level one day When I look back see it much better in parts Meditate, try keep it together but nah Mind goes one way, might go another Them blue skies and sunshine weather Miss them both cuz I want my Heaven But you know me I'm in 2 minds Wanna bask in the sun but I'm too tired Wanna book holidays but tonight I'm a little anxious so don't ask me If I wanna stay more than 2 nights It's been so long that I think I renewed my fear of flying So I gotta restart from scratch and build back up To the point that I become clear of the science Step on the plane and breathe with the right mindset That I'm gonna be clear, it's fine So apologies if I don't get too gassed The journey there interferes with the hype And it steers my mind in the wrong direction On top of that, feel guilt like Everybody else loves doing it so why not me I shut down quick but they light up, jheeze I wanna be free But I don't wanna go Wanna step outside But I wanna come home I miss that time But now I'm panicking quick On a journey in life And I've been travelling sick I wanna be free But I don't wanna go Wanna step outside But I wanna come home I miss that time But now I'm panicking quick On a journey in life And I've been travelling sick Want a change of scene but Don't wanna make that leap Stuck in the past but now that past Weren't too far back in the day, nah mean I feel like I had my head screwed on with a clear intention Now anxiety got me cloaked in doubt and fear, expecting the worst, yuh Summertime had me gassed But now it's intense and i'm dying of thirst, yuh Things that I really would've loved back then Got me shook and i wanna just swerve, yuh Small things I would've ignored but now they stick to me Getting on my nerves, yuh So if I don't get too buzzed for a long road trip or flight far away Just know it's a big big ask For my current state to accommodate that thought to my wish list hard To predict that far cuz my mind right now is no picnic basket What I crave now, is a mind that's calm and a place that's certain Had too many switch on me hard and they made it worse And I hate feeling like I put blame on a person Why though? At times bro man I really need to fam When I'm pissed off mad they switched up bad and and repeat that cap Everybody's lit but man, so my Instagram, yeah f*ck them, delete that app But I know I'm not gonna My FOMO be running amok every summer Cuz I I wanna be free But I don't wanna go Wanna step outside But I wanna come home I miss that time But now I'm panicking quick On a journey in life And I've been travelling sick I wanna be free But I don't wanna go Wanna step outside But I wanna come home I miss that time But now I'm panicking quick On a journey in life And I've been travelling sick I wanna be free But I don't wanna go Wanna step outside But I wanna come home I miss that time But now I'm panicking quick On a journey in life And I've been travelling sick