Walk With Him (feat. Eve Singleton)

At times I'm feeling separated From myself, regardless how I'm decorated Accolades come out the mouth And through my ears but I'm hesitating heavy whether saying if my head a take it Cards stacked up in my favour Still I feel as if I'm waiting to be ready later I've have my power stripped Every time I had my weapon taken I would build it back myself from the handle right down unto the tip And even knowing I could rise above the stress and make it I still fall into that trap Put it all up in the back Of my mental, thinking like... I'll never feel better, maybe Even when I demonstrate it Any evidence been bought It battles the most negative of thought That penetrates it Ugh, good feedback? Fluke Every idea? Reboot Scrap it, throw it in the trash Back to pen and paper Inside my inner mind digging bigger craters Take a walk In my shoes Parallel life, parallel living It's not what I do If you like it all Come walk beside him too You can walk with him too (With him...) Deep down I know it's untrue But the damage done, it's really hard to undo As a child having many friends But thinking they were with me out of pity And not because they want to So now I'm here a grown man Acting like I'm cool, nothing phase me When really I've been dying just to reach out and hold hands Find a way that we connect that's feeling genuine Anxiety denying my desire in the face of all the evidence My inner child screaming out So anytime I'm thinking something's off Even though I know it's not Bruv I end up feeling down On the flip side I'm thinking who is this guy? The one inside my mirror Who's been donning this demonic disguise Cuz I'll be honest, inside I know the truth, I gotta try my best And free my inner child on arrest Take a walk In my shoes Parallel life, parallel living It's not what I do If you like it all Come walk beside him too You can walk with him too (With him...) Arguing With yourself man it's Hard to win When it's you your mind Targets and The lines blurred When your mind errs And your heart begins And fear got you feeling like it's just you By yourself, you're a pest, they don't want you And you wait on other people just to come through Realising that I really need some love too I spent the summer walking with my mind playing games In a back and forth battle all the time, maintain Some composure, get Pulverised, recompose, back up on my feet and then I'm thrown again Listen, been in my position, I ain't lying when I tell you bruv, I'm over it Trying hard to redirect my focus and Stop comparing me to standards That would have me placed amongst a state of lame and broken men When the truth is way further from the boat you're in Take a walk In my shoes Parallel life, parallel living It's not what I do If you like it all Come walk beside him too You can walk with him too (With him...)